I'm going to have a heart attack.

Planes are a trip.

(No pun intended…haha)

I’m confused as to why people feel the need to speak to you as much as they can. It’s annoying. And frustrating. Let’s be honest. I don’t want to hear what you have to say. I don’t know you, I’m never going to see you again, and you’re trying to tell me that you want to know if I want a ride home from the airport.

You sick pervert. Please stop speaking my way.

A rough copy of the convberation went like this:

“When you get to Nashville do you have any ‘wheels?’ “

“Yes, do thank you.”

“Tomorrow night we’re going out to dinner in Nashville. You should come.”

“No thanks, I’m not going to be in Nashville tomorrow.”

What a freaking joke. I swear to god, lord help me. This is a joke. And the better part is, he’s on standby. So you’re saying no big deal, no it is a big deal, let me tell you why.

…The seat next to me is open…

**UPDATE***

So, if you think that was bad enough, try this...
I have now been sitting at JFK for the past 3 hours, waiting for my plane to take off, we have been on and off and back on and back off 3 different planes now. God help me if I don't get to Tennessee tonight. God Help. Me.

plane rides suck.

I have to go on a plane today. =(

I don't like planes.

I'm afraid of planes.

BUT in less than 12 hours I will be in The Boyfriends arms.

So many problems...

Ergh.

If that's even a word!!

I'm having such friggin' issues with people:

1. Why in the world, do you find it okay, to NOT tell me that my class schedule got changed?

2. Why do people use such treatments as "electroshock therapy"?

3. Why do you think it's okay to leave a newborn baby alone with someone who is NOT their parent?

4. Why doesn't it snow in Tennessee?

5. Why can't snow fall all the time?

6. I better not get stuck at JFK because I will have a heartattack.

7. Why the hell is my mother getting electric crap shocked into her.

8. Why won't someone answer me as to why I'm not allowed to see her.

9. Why can't you just ANSWER THE PHONE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10. I forgot to make cupcakes for the drill team, shame on me.

I'm just furstrated to the point where I don't even know what's actually wrong with me!!! I'm annoyed, frustrated and pissed off all at the same time. I'm getting homesick, and tired of Connecticut, plus, I want to go see The Boyfriend. Ugh.

But, almost more than The Boyfriend, I miss our babyy.....

That is our baby. He is a Jack Russel Terrier, Rat Terrier mix. His name is Sport. He's 2 1\2 months old, and adorable!!!!

He's probably annoying the crap out of The Boyfriend. But, anywho...he deserves, I'm always the one to get up with him and let him out. The Boyfriend just sleeps! *sticks out tongue*

I still love The Boyfriend though. xoxo

This should be called...

"Tales From The Late Night Baby Watcher."

Because yet again, I will probably be up until almost 3 a.m....possibly 4.

Yes, lovely.

Sara is a lovely baby, she's well behaved, and adorable, however, she does not like to sleep when others like to sleep. She likes to sleep when she wants to. Which, that is a baby. Especially a newborn. Which is fine. Super. Etc. I understand.

HOWEVER!!!! I am so very tired, and it's very hard.

Especially when you feel like you're not getting any help!


Anywho....

I decided today that I was ready for a "serious" relationship. A very serious relationship. I'm happy. I'm very happy with The Boyfriend. It makes me satisfied. =)

I'm rambling. I've just realized, I am totally rambling. How insane is that. Gosh I am exhausted.

I went out to Starbucks with Ashlei today. It was really nice to see her, I actually got out of the house, with no baby. Oh how nice.

Now, I'm going to watch a movie, possibly see Sara. Etc.

Be back soon.

Well, I'd like to say 'what a joke!'

But, I won't, because my baby sister isn't a joke!!

Although sometimes I wish there was a way to make her sleep.



Sara Paige, she's 1 week old. My dad and step mom sleep at night, I take care of her. In addition to them sleeping at night, my dad works during the day, and my step mom watches her up until around 2:30, and then sleeps through until my dad gets home. In the mean time, I clean, cook, do laundry, and try to sleep myself.

She truly knows how to sleep though...she does!!!
seeee......

I just feel like she doesn't know how to sleep.

Sara wakes up ever 2 hours for breast feeding, sometimes every 3 during the night, when she's not fussy of course. So I try to sleep in there too.

I shake my head and wonder why I came back to Connecticut for her first week home. Why didn't I wait until she was a month old...



But in any case, I love her, she's my sister, and I'd sit up with her for 45 hours straight if I needed to.

On the bright side I'm learning how to put together baby stuff.

That is one Fisher Price Aquarium Wonder Bouncy Seat, with real water sounds.
And I PUT IT TOGETHER....by myself, with screws and all. =)

I talked to The Boyfriend tonight online. It was nice to talk to him and see how he was doing. I love talking to him. I miss him, I miss Tennessee, but mainly, I miss him. I miss his hugs and kisses. Thank goodness I get to go home on Friday!!! I get to see him on Friday. And hug and kiss him!!!

Well---there's her cry again...enough of my fantasy world for now...*sigh*

41 Things to Know About Me

41 Things to Know About Me

1. My birthday is the most important day to me.
2. December 30th is my birthday.
3. I have a million nicknames---none of which I actually go by.
4. I love to take pictures, I carry my camera everywhere with me.
5. I want to get married, in a princess sort of way.
6. Pink is my favorite color.
7. I enjoy taking naps.
8. The rain is my favorite.
9. Other than Christmas and my birthday--Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday.
10. I just bought a car--well SUV, it's my baby.
11. I moved from Connecticut, and all the stability (haha not) because I wanted to start fresh and on my own.
12. I'm extremely short--and I love it.
13. I love the job I have, even though my bosses and coworkers drive me insane some of the time.
14. I'll probably never use actual names in this blog, just because you never know who's reading what.
15. I love to watch people, and sometimes I could be mean about what I say--but I don't mean it.
16. My hair is important to me.
17. Purses and shoes are the most important accesories.
18. I'm a complete girly girl, but I can just be chill too.
19. I like when people think I'm a spoiled stuck up brat, and then I just prove them wrong.
20. I can actually dance--but I don't like to, until I know someone very well.
21. Serendipity, When Harry Met Sally, and Mary Poppins are among my favorite movies.
22. I love movies, old ones, new ones, etc.
23. I think I'm a princess.
24. I have a list of 56 things (and growing) that I want to complete by the time I die.
25. I think I'm okay with the fact that I'm going to die.
26. I miss Connecticut, but I love Tennessee---and I'm happy I'm here.
27. At work--there's this boy....
28. And he's almost my whole world.
29. Scratch the above---he is my whole world.
30. I have this 5 year old cousin, who I live with, and he is everything to me.
31. I hate needles.
32. I'm afraid of bugs.
33. I don't like to be alone at night.
34. I fall asleep with people on the phone so I don't have to feel alone.
35. I'm an etiquette freak.
36. And a sanitation freak.
37. And a germ freak.
38. I think I can save the world sometimes, so I try to, and then I fail, and get disappointed in myself.
39. I want a job where I can make someones life better.
40. I think if you make just one person's life better, you've accomplished something so much more than most people can.
41. I don't like President Bush.

So there ya have it folks, that's me. =) In a nutshell...